Being There - Aberdaron

Once my kite flew I felt such a rush of relief - I thought it would never get off the ground at all. I wound off more and more line, watching it weaving and dancing in the thermals, climbing higher and higher, until I had to wind the line back in before I lost it completely. How could that fragile thread keep it there, pulling against me? If I were to let it go where could it fly to? Where would it end up?

Such a simple pleasure, basically pointless, but if flying a kite was all you did on holiday would you be wasting your time?

Lord Byron, Childe Harold's Pilgrimage

“There is a pleasure in the pathless woods,
There is a rapture on the lonely shore,
There is society, where none intrudes,
By the deep Sea, and music in its roar:
I love not Man the less, but Nature more,
From these our interviews, in which I steal
From all I may be, or have been before,
To mingle with the Universe, and feel
What I can ne’er express, yet cannot all conceal.”

Being There - Mam Tor

As usual I’d planned badly and found myself heading to the Peak District at the wrong time, mid afternoon.

The drive to Mam Tor seemed to take hours, off the M60 through Stockport, then onto the A6 where urban sprawl gently begins to give way to countryside. I passed small towns and villages; Hazel Grove, High Lane, Disley, Buxworth, Chapel-en-le-Frith, the landscape became more rugged and desolate, little in the way of human life, just stone walls thick with lichen, moors and sheep. 

As I approached the Edale Valley the weather took a turn for the worst, a thick fog descended without warning, how much further I wondered? No sense of the boundary of the road remained, my only reference point the rear lights of cars ahead, barely visible. 

The fog was at pea-soup level (very much a non meteorological term) when I eventually arrived at the Blue John Cavern. At least I’d arrived unscathed, but suffice to say I couldn’t see a thing in any direction. Thinking the whole trip was a complete waste of time I nearly turned back, but as if on cue the fog started to clear to reveal a very dramatic Mam Tor, it’s ridgeline still shrouded in mist. 

 I quickly setup my Fuji GW690II and exposed a frame of Kodak Portra, and I was glad I’d waited. After a while a small group of walkers passed me on their way up the hill, smiling and nodding as they went. I watched them go out of shot through my viewfinder then made a cup of tea. 

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Then two couples, each wearing trainers (totally wrong footwear) appeared from as if from nowhere and asked if they were heading in the right direction for Mam Tor. “It’s this hill here”, I said pointing, “but you don’t want to go up that way it’s too steep”. “We’ll be OK mate” said the wearer of the most pristine trainers. I doubted that, but waved them on their way regardless.


Being There - Treyarnon Bay

It had been a rather stormy few days in Cornwall, and as usual the tide times were against me, low tide in harsh midday light and high tide in the late afternoon and early morning. Gale-force winds forecast for the next few days meant photography would be a challenge, and as a result I had adjusted plans accordingly to take in locations where this wouldn't be so much of a problem. My preference for close detailed botanical work was out of the window as absolutely no plant life was static enough to photograph, but there was some potential for long exposures if I could find the right place, Treyarnon Bay seemed an obvious choice.

It was late when I arrived at the beach and already starting to get dark. I easily found a spot and parked up, the sea wind blew in hard, rocking the car slightly as I sat and peered out of the windscreen. Slate grey clouds dominated the sky, save for a thin strip of blue where the sun was still visible over the horizon, bathing the land in a warm, golden light. A few droplets of rain splattered against the window; I realised at that point I had little inclination to do any photography and a better option would be a warm mug of tea and my feet up back at the cottage, but against my better judgement I zipped up my jacket and stepped outside.

I’d decided to walk up the coastal path to shoot the beach from a high vantage point, I carried on up for a while and picked a good place to set up the tripod, but it was barely stable, such was the power of the wind. I was using a recently purchased Fuji GW690II, a medium format camera in 6x9 format, a massively sized negative compared to 35mm film and of course, digital sensors. An obvious product of the mid 80’s the Fuji is mostly plastic and feels somewhat budget conscious (i.e. read cheaply made), but fully manual and with a nice, chunky piece of glass connected to the front (the 90mm EBC f3.5). This, I assume, is the point of the camera, a really high quality lens stuck on a very basic, fully manual plastic body with no metering. I'd been blindly testing it over the past few days as it just arrived from Japan the day before the trip, so even though it appeared to work OK manually I had no idea if it was making exposures with the film I’d loaded.

The wind had reached howling gale level now meaning the relative lightness of the Fuji didn’t help with stability on the tripod. I hooked my bag underneath the ball head, where it swung like a pendulum, shifting violently back and forth despite it’s weight. I composed the shot quickly, noting the required shutter speed with my light meter, ‘1/8th of a second should do it’ I thought. I made one exposure but felt the camera move slightly as I pushed the shutter button, bugger, I’d need another to make sure. As I recomposed again I noticed to my surprise a lone figure heading out to sea, just outside the Fuji’s viewfinder framelines, surfboard under his arm, purposefully wading into deeper water. My initial bemusement turned to anger, and I wrestled with the ‘do I want a figure in my landscape?’ question. I waited for a while but he wasn’t moving much, getting any further out to sea or actually surfing, he just remained static in the middle of the frame, bobbing up and down in the surf. Obviously the conditions were too difficult and dangerous, and I wondered what possessed him to try and surf so to near dusk in a hurricane, perhaps it was normal for Cornish surfers? but it seemed ridiculous to me. I took the shot regardless, which felt a lot steadier this time, the man was still there, but I reasoned I could edit him out with a content-aware fill in Photoshop; then no trace would remain.

I packed up my gear and made my way up onto the coastal path to walk around to a more secluded section of beach, hoping for a good vantage point with no more people in the way. When I reached the edge of the cliff and looking down I noticed to my dismay a thick slurry of brown foam had completely covered the rockpools. The wind blew pieces of it up the cliff face in small, dirty clouds, momentarily visible before disappearing over the carpark beyond. I can only assume from the sheer area it covered that someone had thrown a bottle of washing up liquid into the sea as an amusing prank. I imagined the destruction this would wreak on the flora and fauna below, 'everything down there will be dead' I glumly said to myself, what might have made for an interesting image now a vista of foamy waste.

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I turned around and made my way back to the car, drawing my hood up tighter to keep the rain out. As I followed the path up again I looked out one last time over the bay, the surfer had gone now, either swallowed up by sea or presumably packed in and gone home, I hoped it was the former, but really I had no way of knowing. I still think about him from time to time.

Being There - Bedruthan Steps

In early October 2018 I visited Bedruthan Steps, a relatively long stretch of Cornish beach punctuated by imposing sea stacks. The route to down from the National Trust carpark is via several flights of stone stairs carved out of the cliffs, which is where I assume the ‘steps’ name comes from (I’m wrong about this, the ‘steps’ are acutally the sea stacks themselves thought to be stepping stones for giants…silly). It’s a rugged and windswept place, a haven for sea birds and rock climbers although access is somewhat conditional; “DO NOT attempt to reach the beach when the stairway is closed - DO NOT enter the sea at any time - DANGEROUS CURRENTS” the National Trust gravely warns, followed by “B-E-W-A-R-E of being cut off by in-coming tides” for good measure. Aside from these constant threats of death though, the location is dog friendly and there’s an excellent gift shop.

I descended the stairs carefully, clutching the rail as I went, then walked for a whiIe, alone, enjoying the solitude and bracing wind. It started to rain heavily, but undeterred I took out my Leica M2, a 1961 model I’d partnered with a type V 50mm Summicron and loaded with a roll of Kodak Portra. My first shot was to be a largish rock formation immersed in a pool surrounding one of the taller sea stacks, it's pale alabaster segments in stark contrast to the iridescent green of the seawater, possessing an almost metallic sheen.

Bedruthan Steps 1 / October 2018

Bedruthan Steps 1 / October 2018

I held the Leica up to my eye and focussed the rangefinder patch on the rocks, the camera offered nothing, no clue as to what the exposure was, just a simple uncluttered view of the composition within an elegant square frame. Guessing the values, I twisted the aperture ring to f5.6 and the shutter speed dial to 1/125th of a second then carefully pressed the shutter release...click...that sound has inspired many to marvel with appreciation at the ‘M’ and I'm no exception. The film counter dial clicked round a notch to read ‘12’… “still plenty left on the roll” I assured myself and carried on walking.

Bedruthan Steps 2 / October 2018

Bedruthan Steps 2 / October 2018

The rain eased slightly but the wind became more persistent, I turned to look out to sea and framed another shot, opening up the aperture to f4 and the shutter to 1/250th to get some definition in the waves. Focus, breathe out, click, wind on. Is this a good shot? I had no idea, weeks later when reviewing the images on my computer I’d mark it as a keeper but for now I was in blissful ignorance; the end result never seems to be important in the moment, just being there with my Leica is enough.

Going wider with 35mm

I've started working on a project to create wide images rather like chinese scrolls. Here is my first attempt using 35mm film...

West Malling / Snow / Feb 2018

West Malling / Snow / Feb 2018

I'm quite inspired and hope to start building on this moving up onto square medium format 6x6.